Recently, I came across a series of quotes, from the Star Wars movies, dealing with the teachings of Yoda, the Jedi Master who trained Luke Skywalker. There is scene, titled "dark side cave" where Yoda instructs Luke to enter a black cave filled with the evil dark side.
Luke: What's in there?
Yoda: Only what you take with you.
Before going in, Luke straps on a belt with a light saber for a weapon and enters to face fears that exist only in his head.
I've thought a lot about how much the phrase "only what you bring in with you" reminds me of a really challenging ski run. At Vail a few weeks ago, on a day with very hard frozen snow, our group entered a tight wooded entrance to black run after hearing that the snow was good below. I followed blindly. No-way out once you enter, possibly 1500 vertical?.feet of crap or great skiing. I remember a few more similar situations that week, some I jumped-in, some I passed over.
For Luke, putting on his weapon acknowledged his training was incomplete. He was living doubts, as all humans do. In skiing, we all want and use excellent equipment, but, at the end of the day, it's what's between our ears that matters. Stop and pass, or, trust your skills and training. Following my shoulder injury 2 years ago, I committed to making good decisions on the slopes. Confidence versus doubt is a hugh influence. Blind confidence is foolhardy. I have some regrets over some runs I passed on, but, I?ll be playing golf all summer and not in rehab. No second guessing allowed.
Having "only what you bring with you" is, for me, one of the great aspects of our sport. Perhaps, I'm never more alive than at the moments I deal with terrain that provides a test similar to Luke?s. Letting go can be a great learning experience.
I was reminiscing with a ski buddy today about how nothing replaces the rush of being on skis. Damn spring season!